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new pics!!!!!! whats good everybody.. well alot has changed since i last was on here.. Ive got my own apartment!!!!!! well thats really all thats changed but shit its a big step.. I still dont have a girlfriend... i know i know.. i dont know why either lol.. naw but thats really all that i got to say for now.. holla at me...  pretty ass nigga
 me a long ass time ago
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| Damn my life sucks cuz I don't have a girl... I'm sexy right? I gotta car, job, house, money, goin 2 school, I'm nice, easy to talk to, don't drink or smoke, and last but not least, girls tell me I'm the sweetest guy they've ever met... Isn't that what every girl wants? I mean my last relationship was perfect til the end... Now I'm lonely all the time... I know I know, its kinda sad but that's how I feel... All I want is to find a sexy white girl to keep me company lol.. Naw but seriously, somebody help!! I'm goin crazy! | | |
| Wuz good? Man it feels good to b back in the city again.. Seein all the old homies and jus kickin it... I haven't found a job yet and my car is still in shawnee, but its gettin worked on... I'm movin into my new apartment next saturday.. So yea ya boy is growin up lol... Anyways I'm finally over Jill... It kinda took a minute but I realized where I belong and what it takes to make a relationship work... I'm 20 years old and I have my whole to look forward to, so y waste it with someone who doesn't feel the sameway and doesn't make me happy.. But that's another day and another time.. 2 day was alright, I got to kick it wit justin who is kinda going through some shit his self.. We went over stevens for a party, and I realized right there that I'm not like anyone anymore, I'm alone ina a lot of ways, I don't drink, don't smoke and I just am perfectly fine by myself.. But I'd rather have that girl who willin to ride 4 me and be down with me and except me for me.. I know it'll come but I'm tired of waitin.. Everybody tells me that I should be a pimp and talk to a bunch of girlz cuz ima pretty boy.. But I know that wouldn't be fair to them and besides all that, that aint what I wanna do... God I'm really confused, its not hard to find a girl, jus hard to find a real one ya feel me? I mean I like white girls... Love white girls.. But I never how they react if I try talkin to them cuz u can't tell which like black and which ones don't... Anywayz god I'm tired of this shit, but like I said, I'm home now so I know somethings bound to happen good... C ya later, and if some1 has any advice please let me know..... | | |
| Whats up everybody, im back........ i lived in shawnee forever, but now, IM BACK... lol but it feel real good to be back in the city. My heart will forever be in shawnee.... Anywayz, this last year has been the worst year overall of my entire life.... i hate that i was so far up my ex girlz ass that i couldnt see the light... Im not going to lie though it hurts REAL bad that me and her had to end like we did but it just had to come to end, because she would stop cheatin... I know i cheated too, so maybe i got what i deserved, but even though it doesnt make a diffrence, i cheated on her to get back at her cheatin on me.... But it got to the point where everything got old... ya know.. Ol' well, i guess thats the way it goes sometimes.... God i need to get over that girl....... Anywayz im living back here kickin wit my homeboyz again... just like old times, i shoulda did this a long time ago... But i guess thats all i got to say.... | | |
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